Susan's Story
This was the proof I was looking for – that I had received the Holy Spirit.
My life has been full of wonderful blessings thanks to God.
My relationship with God starts in my childhood. As children, I had my Catholic confirmation in 5th grade at school and I was told by the bishop that I had received the Holy Spirit, but nothing happened – there was no proof.
In 1988, my brother told me he received the Holy Spirit with the sign of speaking in tongues.
I watched my brother’s life dramatically change and admired his commitment to his faith. It wasn’t until five years later, however, that I realised that it was something I needed for myself.
In March 1993, our father was diagnosed with cancer and passed away within three months. My father had a drinking problem that provoked daily fights and arguments, so after my father's death, I struggled to forgive him. I felt guilty for thinking like this.
In August 1993, I attended a meeting with my brother and decided to get baptised, as they did in the bible.
Driving home in the car that evening I spoke to God and said: "If this Holy Spirit is real then prove it to me".
I said "Hallelujah" and then I started speaking in a language I had never learnt. This was the proof I was looking for – that I had received the Holy Spirit.
From then on I had forgiveness for my father and deep happiness that I had never experienced before.
My life hasn't gone how I had planned it, but regardless of my circumstances, the Lord is my constant strength.
I am truly blessed to have someone to talk to when things get tough and to thank for listening to my prayers.